Shin Soohyun.. where do I even start?
I haven’t been with you from the first day. Had I known about you then maybe I would have. What am I even saying? Of course I would have. I didn’t spend my time searching for the most perfect person in the world and like everyone I believed perfection didn’t exist, but I believe that if there’s anyone on this earth completely flawless his name is Shin Soohyun.
Where a lot of idols seem fake there’s you who I trust. You who I admire for his honesty. You who showed me a true man with a pure heart. A man who had a hard childhood, but didn’t let that influence his dreams in a bad way. Instead you told them “Being a singer is my only wish now” and look at you. You’ve come so far and words can’t express how proud I am of you.
The day you debuted.. could you even imagine today being like this? Today you aren’t who you were back then in sense of being an artist. You, in person, haven’t changed, but you gained so many fans. People who wake up to smile because of you. You’re the living example of where determination and loyalty can bring you if only you try.
I believe a man like you would be able to change the world just by being yourself. A man who’d do everything and anything to keep being able to be who he is; an artist.
What makes you so beautiful is the way you remained so human. You have your flaws and insecurities and even though I wish for you to see how amazing you are everyday, somewhere it’s amazing you’re not up in the clouds with yourself. That’s what I love about you. You’re thankful for everything too, something I could learn from and I think I already did.
I could write on and on, but honestly I gave up on words a long time ago and this is just my god-knows’th attempt to give them a chance, but it still doesn’t work. How amazing you are to me is beyond words, but at the end all I can say is ‘thank you’, which are only two words that would never be able to capture everything I feel.
Nonetheless, thank you for being who you are and I hope you’ll be happy and healthy for the rest of your life, even though that’s much to ask.